Danger: Feelings Ahead
Evening, everyone. I’ve been feeling a little weird about the future of this blog. What am I going to write about now that I’m off online dating? After some soul-searching, I finally figured out that it’s not really about the blog. I’m uncertain what’s going to happen with my love life in general.
Don’t get me wrong. I feel better now that I’m not cringing every time I see a new message alert from a dating app. I have more time now that I’m not worried about swiping and answering random dudes. I signed up for two speed dating sessions, and I’m sitting in on some friends’ hobbies so I can write about the experiences. I have a few guest contributions sitting in the queue. Eddie and I are taking a trip out- of-state next month to expand our horizons. I’ll always have stuff to post on here. I guess it’s just different to not have the safety net of online dating to fall back on.
Also, I have a crush on someone. This is hard for me to admit, because I usually mask all emotion with humor. It’s complicated for reasons that I won’t get into, but it’s nice to feel the butterflies with someone again. That’s all I’m going to say about that.
Alright, I’ll get it together and stop being mushy. I’m going to get some reading and writing in. Sleep well, and I hope that you all have a nice night. Catch you in the morning post.