I Think I’m Delirious
Good evening. I had a fun night out with Eddie. It’s been a long time since I’ve been out this late on Sunday. Can’t say I feel like I’ve been missing anything.
I’m in a weird frame of mind. In general, the encounters I’ve had with men over the last 6+ months (actually, more) have not been good. It’s something that weighs on my mind a lot. At least more than I would like.
I think I need to take a break from actively dating for a while. It’s been a really long time since I’ve felt a connection with a guy anyway, and I have some lingering emotions that I need to work through. It’s also a good time to free up extra energy since I’m picking up a lot of side projects.
I need to sleep. I’ll see you guys in the morning.