I Think I’m Delirious

Good evening.  I had a fun night out with Eddie.  It’s been a long time since I’ve been out this late on Sunday.  Can’t say I feel like I’ve been missing anything.

I’m in a weird frame of mind.  In general, the encounters I’ve had with men over the last 6+ months (actually, more) have not been good.  It’s something that weighs on my mind a lot.  At least more than I would like.  

I think I need to take a break from actively dating for a while.  It’s been a really long time since I’ve felt a connection with a guy anyway, and I have some lingering emotions that I need to work through.  It’s also a good time to free up extra energy since I’m picking up a lot of side projects.

I need to sleep.  I’ll see you guys in the morning.